square holes

Sniff. I feel lost and confused about what to do with myself when i get up in the morning. Not sleeping well. kind of grouchy and de-centred.

Sony Vaio is in the laptop centre right now. they're running tests but refuse to give me hope. Just a single drop of wine, they say, could kill her.

If only i'd taken out life insurance. If only I'd thought to back her up. If only i'd spent more time with her when i had the chance.